Umm well.

Not only that, there’s more. 2 frowning faces, 1 really angry person….. it goes on and on. All these are ingredients of a Day that I wish never came. 1 really BAD day. Yes, I am talking about 2day !!

Today was supposed to be a big day for me. I ain’t gonna say why, but it was ! I was waiting for it the whole week. Had spent atleast an hour everyday planning for it. The plans were huge, but were to be remembered forever. And I was damn sure they’d be !

But then, not everything goes as planned. And I knew that. I had my fingers tighly crossed the whole day in college wishing all would be fine. I was just waiting for the clock to strike 1400 hours. But…..

But that guy(!!) up there ( wayyy up there ) had plans of his own. As usual ( yeh, as usual ) he had to make things bad. But hey, 2day wasn’t bad. 2day was like worse, it was like never before. The limit’s were redefined today !! Seriously.

Our journal submission took longer than expected. ( ^$#^(**$#$ ) I had no idea it was gonna be hell waiting for it to end. I almost lost ground when I realised he had to go somewhere !! and wud return in like 20 mins ( WTF ! We are supposed to wait !! In the corridoor !! ) Oh well, we did wait. We had no other choice. The guy turned up 30 mins later. I was desperate to get my file checked n be on my way ; my plans were waiting. The “surprise” _had_ to be huge. But ^%$^*()(*&&^ ! ( ) 45 mins until my turn !! By this time, my phone had recorded atleast 2 dozen calls n a couple of sms’s from the surprise’s recepient !! But I cudnt move. I had no way of communicating !! All i cud do was wait !

Finally, it ended. I just picked my stuff and ran outa my collg building, tryin to call…

But……..

!

Well, today I realised, also realised, also also realised and decided something !!

Realised: that he upthere never wants to see me make others happy, even though that’s the number 1 thing i love.

Also realised: that people never have and never will understand me. ( I remember termi’s words )

Also also Realised: I am bad. I suck at keeping relationsships. I don’t deserve love ( not my words )

Decided: I’ll put everything behind me. There’s a sunrise everyday. Why can’t there be a smile on my face ? But its not gonna be the same one I have had since 20 years.

Also. I’m never gonna plan surprises ever !

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Italy defender Marco Materazzi has revealed the content of the verbal exchange he had with Zinedine Zidane which led to the headbutt from the Frenchman and his sending off in July’s World Cup final.

Materazzi said it was mention of Zidane’s sister which prompted the butt from the France midfielder which left Italy’s opponents down to 10 men before their defeat on penalties.

“I did not provoke him, I responded verbally to a provocation,” Materazzi told the daily Gazzetta dello Sport on Tuesday.

“We both spoke and I wasn’t the first. I held his shirt but don’t you think it is a provocation to say that ‘if you want my shirt I will give it you afterwards’?

“I replied to Zidane that I would prefer his sister, that is true. I brought up his sister and that wasn’t a nice thing, that is true,” said Materazzi.

“Thankfully there are tens of footballers who could confirm that much worse things are said on the field,” added the Inter Milan defender.

France host Italy in a European Championship qualifier on Wednesday but neither Zidane nor Materazzi will feature.

Zidane, who has retired as a player, was fined 7,500 Swiss francs ($6,014) and handed a three-match ban by FIFA’s five-man disciplinary committee following the July 9 final.

As he is no longer a player, he offered to undertake three days of community service on FIFA’s behalf as part of their humanitarian activities, which the committee accepted.

Materazzi was handed a two-match ban and fined 5,000 Swiss francs ($4,010). His sentence was fiercely criticised in Italy.

The Italy defender said that while he had told FIFA he was willing to make a gesture of reconciliation with Zidane, he was not going to apologise.

“He has not apologised to me and I certainly don’t have to apologise to him. If anything, I owe apologies to his sister, although I swear, before all this mess I didn’t even know Zidane had a sister,” he said.

Materazzi said that he thought the two could put the incident behind them.

“If peace can be made after terrible wars can Zidane and I not make peace? A peace between men, without much publicity, certainly yes.

“The door of my house will always be open to him and if he wants, Zidane knows how to find out my address,” said Materazzi.

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